Friday, May 9, 2008

I take that back... about not wanting your work

I have a new spade and of course I am ready to work...

Any time any palce.

Waiting for your call.

It's very shiny you know...

Sorry about the last post - I think I was letting things get on top of me - the combination of the complete lack of interest in my work either as a gardener or as a DJ.

I've turned a corner now - I've decided to accept my fate - my lot in life - this is what I'm going to be obviously... so this is it.

I look at the rest of them - by whom I mean absolutely everyone else and they all seem to know what they are doing with their lives - kind of comfortable in them - and so I've decided I should be the same - hence this web-site and hence the new improved Cornelius 'ZG' attitude.

If it is my lot to stand in the bitter rain digging holes for some stuck-up stockbroker scum who earns more in an hour than I do in a year then so be it. I am at one with myself - as Sartre would say I am not living in 'bad faith'. I am not limited by the label "gardener and failed difficult DJ" - I will rise above it.

There I am arisen.

Please hire me - but if you do so understand that you do not own me.

Unless you pay loads of cash in which case I am most certainly yours.

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